Like a Mechanical Toy - Spiritual Manifestations of Faulty Neurotransmitters: a Spirit Journey

Here and there, during adventures and discoveries regarding my Heart Core, I took time out as an osprey to continue to preen.

After the experience with my son, the plesiosaur, literally being tied up, I thought it was worth while checking myself for binding wires and such. I found one - a thin, gold-colored beading wire, wrapped around my mid-to-lower back.

This did not surprise me. I had had trouble in this area of my back since I was 12. I had attributed it largely to a horse accident, in which I wound up crashing onto a cement ledge, but had never been sure this was the sole cause.

I very carefully cut the wire, but felt wrong about flying to put it into the fire on the plesiosaur's shore, so asked the LORD if He would take it, please. I couldn't imagine what else to do with it. He promptly made it disappear, or at least I didn't have it and couldn't see it anymore.

I continued checking myself for other binding objects, and found a bolt-seeming thing sticking out of my right side about 1/2-inch. I changed my perspective then, first so that I was able to view it objectively from outside the osprey, and next so that I could follow it inward, and find out what it meant.

I traced it into the osprey, arriving after a short way at a small (not tiny) circuit board. I don't know yet what this board was for, but could tell it wasn't the only electronic or mechanical part in the osprey. I therefore went further, and found next a little chain, with a gap between it and the circuit board. This chain was made of metal balls, not traditional links - such as are on some key chains. This chain led away toward the osprey's chest, and ended in more mechanical apparatus - a sort of metal box thing, which seemed full of parts I couldn't properly identify.

It was two full days after these incidents that I came to understand the meaning of the mechanical and electronic parts in the osprey.

These were faulty neurotransmitters.

I feel sure the LORD was ready and willing to tell me immediately upon my discovery of them, but I hadn't been ready to hear His explanation.

As soon as I understood about them, I asked the LORD if He would fix the neurotransmitters.

"No," He said, "but you can."

This meshed with what He had been teaching me for two weeks running. Days before, I had read an article by Vladimir Uhri, in which he gave the opinion that God chose not to heal the apostle Paul's "thorn in the flesh" because He wanted Paul to speak to the problem himself, in faith. I did not know whether Mr. Uhri was right or wrong about Paul's problem; I only knew that I needed now to lay claim to this concept, and use it for myself. I therefore commanded the faulty neurotransmitters to be healed in the power of Christ's Name.

Immediately, I saw the mechanical and electronic pieces turn to flesh and such within the osprey, and shortly thereafter, fell asleep (it was long past bedtime).

The next morning, I felt a sort of clarity and tingling down my left leg - which the osprey had treated as if it were tender and stiff - and had greater flexibility in that ankle. The left ankle had felt tight and painful for years. Also, a similar thing had occured under my right arm/wing, where the bolt had stuck out. I looked, and the bolt was gone, the place having been closed up with flesh. There was a blessed feeling of ease and strength and limberness, without tenderness or pain, such as had not been in years.

The change has remained.